# 18

Janeiro | Dezembro de 2021

Neste número:

Evocação:  «Erva» de Carl Sandburg, traduzido por Vasco Gato

The Prettiest Girl | Série poética de John Dorsey

Smashing Spiders e outros poemas | Victor Clevenger

Slow e outros poemas | Danny Ford

Inéditos: três poemas | Tohm Bakelas

The State of Moving | Ensaio e ilustração de Lucia Sellars

The Barbed and the Beautiful de John D. Robinson e Marcel Herms | Recensão de Mark Anthony Pearce

Poema afinal: Me too, calenda grega | A. Dasilva O.

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Evocação

Erva

Amontoem os corpos em Austerlitz e Waterloo.
Enterrem-nos às pazadas e deixem-me trabalhar:
              Eu sou a erva que tudo tapa.

E amontoem-nos em Gettysburg
E amontoem-nos em Ypres e Verdun.
Enterrem-nos às pazadas e deixem-me trabalhar.
Dois anos, dez anos, e os passageiros perguntam ao revisor:
              Que sítio é este?
              Onde estamos?

              Eu sou a erva.
              Deixem-me trabalhar.                  

Carl Sandburg | Antologia Poética (2017)

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The Prettiest Girl | Série poética e nota biográfica de John Dorsey

John Dorsey grew up in Greensburg, Pennsylvania and lived for several years in Toledo, Ohio. He is the author of several collections of poetry, including Teaching the Dead to Sing: The Outlaw’s Prayer (Rose of Sharon Press, 2006), Sodomy is a City in New Jersey (American Mettle Books, 2010), Tombstone Factory, (Epic Rites Press, 2013), Appalachian Frankenstein (GTK Press, 2015) Being the Fire (Tangerine Press, 2016), Shoot the Messenger (Red Flag Press, 2017) and Your Daughter’s Country (Blue Horse Press, 2019). His work has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize, Best of the Net, and the Stanley Hanks Memorial Poetry Prize. He was the winner of the 2019 Terri Award given out at the Poetry Rendezvous. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com. (Ler mais poemas de John Dorsey no # 16).

J.D.

The Prettiest Girl in Hastings

has the face & body
of a ravaged lion
& is eighty lbs soaking wet

her bones clinging 
to a dirty pair of skinny jeans 
for support

as she writes song lyrics 
along her arms

she has slept rough 
& hidden her inner beauty
under the stars 
where nobody 
will ever
look.
The Prettiest Girl in Reno, Nevada

worked as a nurse 
at the university hospital
more than 80 hours a week

she smelled like a tumbleweed
made of rubber & grease
rolling through a busy strip mall
in the middle of winter

where the hills
had stopped her car 
in its tracks
just to hear 
her laugh.
The Prettiest Girl in Fort Collins, Colorado

had her head half shaved
to beat the summer heat
& would come to my apartment
just to talk & read me a poem
on a couch that was missing 
most of its cushions

surrounded by garbage bags & dirty dishes
in a room that tasted like sweat & inspiration

the spit that came off her lips
when she read 
was pure music
that proved that punk rock 
wasn’t dead.

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Smashing Spiders e outros poemas | Poemas e nota biográfica de Victor Clevenger

Victor Clevenger spends his days in a Madhouse and his nights writing poetry.  Selected pieces of his work have appeared in print magazines and journals around the world and have been nominated for the Best of the Net Anthology and the Pushcart Prize.  He is the author of several collections of poetry including Sandpaper Lovin’ (Crisis Chronicles Press, 2017), A Finger in the Hornets’ Nest (Red Flag Poetry, 2018), Corned Beef Hash By Candlelight (Luchador Press, 2019), and A Wildflower In Blood (Roaring Junior Press, 2020).  Together with American poet John Dorsey, they run River Dog.

V.C.

Smashing Spiders


the spiders all have short legs 
climbing up damp window glass 
with swiftness     
crooked lines like rustic roads     
body low belly dragging      
counting four of them on the outside
spread out the stretch of two adult hands     
they are small & she is less phobic these days
when younger though 
she would kill every spider she saw
said after school once 
only seven years old at the time
a neighborhood kid killed a dog in an alley     
it was his mother’s dog 
& he used his father’s pistol 
to shoot the last bullet in the box    
that day
said they all heard the bang
but never heard the reason why he had done it     
said they all had their guesses though
& that she was just glad 
that killing a spider didn’t involve 
digging a deep hole into the dirt
beneath an old oak tree 
in the backyard
Sexual Seasons


we bitch about how beauty loses its luster 
within the added layers of comfort

i tell you about how 
i’ve not seen the marks 
that stretch across this city’s stomach in weeks 

then you say screw you october & november 
& december

& i say screw you january & february too

it’s march thru september that we love

when the cold winds refuse to blow every day
down the boulevards we travel 

like wild animals 

chasing 

each other
Amy #2


i fall asleep watching cold case files
hoping that when i wake they will have discovered just what you have done with all the 
| young love 
that i gave to you
Chorus of a Death Song


when i was young    
i tried to rescue a small bird 
that had been abandoned     
put it in a shoebox in my bedroom     
& it lived for only six days
crooning a version 
of the very same song that 
these hatchling robins are singing right now
from the belly     all sitting against 
a ground level window 
the   chorus   of   a   death   song 
echoing off a weathered board 
affixed with rusty nails to fill a void 
when the stained glass shattered years ago     
a young jesus was never resurrected 
passing by     i listen to them
& look around as they go silent  
shhhh . . .     
a yellow cat with hungry eyes 
creeps slowly around a bush 
not ten feet from the nest
& their mother will return soon
to sing 
that familiar song 
all afternoon
Hot Things Are Just Cold Things with Heat


you say love
a strange     strange thing

i say it’s like a frank standford poem

beautiful & wanting more

like small doves in stew pots 
without vegetables

when starving
i give you my portion

& watch you smile

picking through tiny bones
like diamonds scattered 

on a paper plate

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Slow e outros poemas | Poemas e nota biográfica de Danny Ford

Danny D. Ford has had poems, illustrations and photography published in various print and online titles including Analog Submission Press, Ancient Heart Magazine, Black listed Magazine, BS Poetry Magazine, Lazybox, Dark Lane Quarterly Collaborative, Bare Hands, Coronverses & Winamop. In 2020 he co-wrote the poetry collection Perforated By Sirens (Analog Submission Press) with Mark A. Pearce. ‘The Unfolding Head’ is co-founder & compère of Dust Your Broom in Bergamo, Italy, where he lives and works as an English teacher.

D.F.

Slow

His house
smelled like
old piss and
oven chips

one year
he invited a few of us
round for a birthday party
when his mother
put the tray
of frozen nuggets
on the table
siblings of all sizes
eagerly grabbed
at tiny brown pucks

they were dirt poor
he seemed half
a step behind
in his head
always
looking off
somewhere
he was kind
they all were

his house sat
at the end
of a terrace
right on
a sharp corner
a sign outside read
‘SLOW!
Accident Hotspot’

after a small cake
& song
we all went outside
to look
at the blood stains
on the pavement
where a woman
had been clipped
by a lorry
earlier that week
56 Days

Robert Pattinson
fucks a mermaid
on my spare bedroom wall
and I go to bed
thinking I should watch
more James Dean

The following week
I draw something
about cunts
and sit up in bed
sweating
brushing frantically
virus off the quilt
mushrooming
tentacles reach
into my neck
like Travis
the chimp
shaking
me awake
and I remember again
oh yeah, oh yeah
that thing
the BBC said
about times
like these
bringing
out the best
in me
Friends of Saint Alex

You’re going to write about
all our new neighbours
aren’t you,
she says

but I keep thinking
about the old ones

about the Cuban revolutionary loving
house husband
looking after his
dementia ridden
mother-in-law
forever tapping him on the head

about the accountant downstairs
too fat to walk
his moped
to the gate
daily clouds of engine exhaust
hanging in the stairwell

but mostly about
the balcony diva
tall, tattooed and time
for anyone with a cigarette
and a story

who fell from the second floor
and into a coma
just before we left
The Boy Next Door

I used to hear him
having sex

she used to scream
right through
the wall

one day
he invited me in
said
he had something
to show me

it was a matchbox
full of ecstasy

this one is speckled
and this one
has the logo of a car
and this one is best left
till you’re ready

I didn’t mind
any of it
he was always just trying
to be a good brother
North End Ave

Awoken at 3am
by a barking dog
at your bedside
not looking at you though
instead snarling
at darkness
beyond the open
bedroom door

Startled by a jar
heavy glass full of pens
leaving the shelf
above your head
for no discernable reason
crashing hard
into the desk

Your brothers’ yarns
heads at the feet
of beds
children playing
on the landing
by the loft

yes there was
something more
to that house
than just
a sloping driveway
& a divorce
Penguin

Dave had
a unique method
for running
his newsagents

picking his ass
and scolding
paper boys

he had a doppelganger
we all knew well

Devito’s Penguin
from Batman Returns

at night
the sounds
from the top shelf
escaped tiny windows
above the shop

blue lights
licking a bare
light bulb

mouthfuls
of hot chips
laughing out steam
below

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Inéditos: três poemas | Poemas e nota biográfica de Tohm Bakelas

Tohm Bakelas is a social worker in a psychiatric hospital. He was born in New Jersey, resides there, and will die there. His poems have appeared in numerous journals, zines, and online publications. He is the author of several chapbooks and his work has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize. He intends to conquer the small press and exclusively publish within.

T.B.

forgetting a book

never mind forgetting 
my watch at home,
forgetting a book always
shakes my day for the worst.
it’s this slippage of memory
that will do me in.
forget all the women
the empty days
the broken nights, 
forgetting a book 
to read 
knowing that the
current book 
is almost 
finished
that is how it will end.
one poem to nothing
one chapter to nothing
me, living, to nothing
i always hated new york

she stares me in the eyes 
and i look back— 
two souls unbroken 
and never to be touched— 
the line is severed and
it’s nothing more than 
a passing glance. 
i see the sorrow, 
she sees the misery.
tonight when the moon 
says nothing, 
remember 
my eyes 
said 
something 
lifeburn

living alone 
in a square room 
with green walls 
and a white ceiling, 

having little money to eat 
only ever enough to drink,

strung out on recurring thoughts 
starving on screaming silence 

at night the bed was magic, 
the final platform 
for the madness hours 
to unwind and quiet down

and in those mornings 
that always followed 
lying in the bed 
with the sheets pulled up 
was all that was needed 

and in rolling over 
to escape the sun, 
the bed balanced the body 
as the mind tried 
balancing the hangover 
and the world. 

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The State of Moving | Ensaio, ilustração e nota biográfica de Lucia Sellars

Lucia Sellars plays with text, fine art and moving image. Her writing has been published in poetry magazines and anthologies such as Utopia (Hesterglock Press) and Repeal the 8th (Sad Press). Her film work has been selected and screened in many Film Festivals around the world. You can see more of her work at www.luciasellars.org.

L.S.

The motion of poetry is like juggling. You pick a set of feelings and images, 
then raise them into the air, into the randomness of infinity. 
Then grab two realities and one ethereal substance

As the blue planet rotates with a synchronised rhythm amongst the astral bodies of the Milky Way, and beyond; so, our hearts palpitate in a rhythmic configuration as we live in a world, that is – to live. That is to say, the action of movement from one step to the other, one second to an hour, is ´key´ in being, who we are and what exists. Newton´s Third Law of Motion states that “for every action (force) in nature there is an equal and opposite reaction”.

Here, in terms of poetry, the art in itself as art can trigger a reaction in both the source and the receptor to the force. Were the source is the poet and the receptor the reader. The ´movement´ is not only experienced by the receptor but is also part of the creative process of transforming the poets´ imagination into tangible matter. We could say that movement is equivalent to ´a pathway´, a bridge, a tunnel, a river, a vein, that takes you from A to B.

Movement is a constant, just like energy constantly transforms itself and never dies. The illusion of stillness, and for things and beings to be at rest, it´s almost as a moment of reflection caught in the intervals of movement itself. For example, the spaces between the steps, the breaths, the thoughts, the drops of rain, of which we become aware of, and self-conscious about. The mountain may seem still, but its essence is the reflection of movement. Stillness, is just movement at its slowest, a micro-movement, that nevertheless could produce a considerable large reaction or subsequent force.

Poetry moves emotion; emotions are the movement of feelings – to be moved. There are perhaps, two apparent pathways experienced through poetry. First; the pathway that is encountered by the poet itself through the pivotal moment of drifting in thoughts, progressing into the future such as dreams or wishes – the unknown, regressing into the past such as memories and facts – the known or just the present moment. Second; the pathway that is experienced by the reader or listener or viewer; who would be moved into boredom, epiphany, inspiration, understanding, questioning, anger, sadness, gladness, joy, or complete indifference.

Poetry could be categorised as an external force (when received in text and/or sound), however, it carries embedded internal forces that connect with the unconsciousness of the poet and/or the subject who experiences it. The dictionary states that poetry (n.) is the art of rhythmical composition, written or spoken, for exciting pleasure by beautiful, imaginative or elevated thoughts. It can be added that rhythm, same as arrhythmia, could be out of pace, and the antagonist of beautiful could also generate pleasure.

Essentially – poetry moves.

However, its own movement and the movement it triggers on the other (the poet and receptor) cannot be modelled or mapped in a mathematical parabola. The source of poetry, the seed in the poets mind, doesn’t follow rules, schedules, set patterns; the source of poetry is a number of coincidences that reach a balance in itself: of thought, pattern, rhythm, or other characteristics, that bring an equilibrium of understanding. An understanding that is mainly aesthetic or spiritual, not necessarily regarded only to knowledge itself.

We are constantly juggling our realities against our expectations. For example, we could say that life is like walking on a tightrope; balancing pleasure and pain, and constantly feeling vertigo. The dictionary states that to juggle (v.) – is to keep (several objects as balls, knives,…thoughts, worries…,plates, etc.) in continuous motion in the air at the same time by tossing and catching. Certainly, the jugglers’ tasks to keep the motion going and in equilibrium, mirrors the ailments and essence of poetry, which is to move the other as a result of a found aesthetic, spiritual and/or knowledge understanding. Were vertigo, is experienced as the unknown chance to find such balance of understanding.

Ironically, to reach an equilibrium, is to reach a ´state of rest´. This perceived state of rest, would just mean a slower movement, which gives the illusion of order, unlike its antagonist, chaos. If we think that chaos is a complex set of movements, then a state of rest, or balance of understanding is just a close look at its microscale reality. Slowing the process of speed of such movement. Simply said, poetry is a game of chance and probability and it does with us what it wants, and sometimes, what we don’t expect.

The movement that is discussed here is the creative process, the pathway, a creative transformation of different mediums to express conscious and/or unconscious thoughts, feelings, fears. Most times, we don’t necessarily know what to do with feelings we experience, moments that are awkward or joyful, sometimes ungraspable and just physical. The fact that poets write about them or to them. The fact that poets ask their unconscious, questions in search of understanding, or balance, despite pain or pleasure. Explains that to let go of them and so to speak, ´toss´ them away from us, liberates us somehow.

We stop taking our selves so seriously, and thus, not holding our emotion so tight that we sink with it. Consequently, gaining a cathartic freedom because of it, because of letting go. The poet perhaps will scribble words and definitions with cryptic or evident symbolism to itself or the experience of the other. The poet may think that the poem is speaking about something in concrete, but the receptor could be an antagonist of the sources feeling. Just as love can generate hate, and vice-versa.

The quote of this article has three elements; however, it goes on stating what type of word should be chosen, or if a word at all. It says “grab two realities and one ethereal substance”. The number in sum, three, is irrelevant. The recipe in itself is trying to imply to “make” a poem, not to “write” a poem. It’s the fact that it has the words realities and substance. The motion of poetry and the overarching state of motion in which we are knitted into is not just a collection of words, but it’s a consequence, a set of coincidences that are moving, transforming itself, from one emotion to the other. Just like a domino falling after a domino or a chain reaction. It can go very fast or very slow. Nevertheless, always moving.

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The Barbed and the Beautiful de John D. Robinson e Marcel Herms | Recensão de Mark Anthony Pearce

Writing Poetry, Short Stories and as well being a Painter, he lives reclusively with his cats listening to Classical Music. He writes a lot about alcohol which he refers to as his Diablo. 

John is the poet of sex obsessed cyclists, bingo hall ladies known to exchange blow jobs for cans of beer. 

He’ll tell you about waking up next to an old lady in a house with absolutely no idea how he ended up there.

He is a poet of a battered nose, ENT examinations, messy love affairs and memories of the dead. 

Poems of those damaged from drugs, booze and sexual abuse. 

A cold naked reality for so many. 

In The Barbed and the Beautiful he collaborates with Dutch artist Marcel Herms. 

Herms art fizzes with a spontaneity, vitality and vibrancy. His images are always veering towards nightmares and the dark night of the soul. They also have a sense of humour, something he has in common with John’s writing.

In this collection we are reminded that truth will tell you that you’re screwed, a timely assertion perhaps. 

Love drifts into the void and the sun becomes just another dying star. 

Half forgotten, stoned, post coital tristesse utterances march towards a union of heaven and hell. 

Tough guys decide not to fuck as one takes a piss in the urinal. 

A mother sits in a hospital waiting room praying that her daughter will survive an overdose. 

The politicians are damned yet again and lovers wait after exhausting themselves for the final good bye.

A body hangs from a tree. 

Apologies are accepted. Drunks shake hands. We came to the conclusion we were dead long ago. 

The Art and Poetry in this book is very tough meat but well worth sinking your teeth into.

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Poema afinal: Me too, calenda grega | A. Dasilva O.

Sobre o autor e outros poemas, ler no # 8 e # 10.